again

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why it's hard.
again i lost.
no courage no confidence.
do nothing
yes, i wondering where i am.
being alone this way
it hurt and sick.
d choice that I make.
d way that I decide.
feeling like give up.
and crying.
crying won't solve anything.
I realize but no other choice.
keep wondering and worry.
what should I do?
the war not begin yet.
but me?
Ya Allah, give me some strength.

☺☺ .mine. ☺☺